2day went 2 ice skating wit my dance grp.. hmmm.. i din skate @ all.. nt really la.. wasted moi $$.. all bcos i was scared... *~sobsob~*... scare fall down.. scare pain.. scare will throw face.. hmmm.. mrs forced mii 2 go into d ring.. i struggled moi way through 1/2 of it.. @ least i tried abit kkeas.. hmmm.. lucky dear came 2 save mii... XD.. no la.. actually he came fetch mii.. den we went 4 dinner.. in d mrt i played wit him till he got angry.. *~hee~* darlin' sorry la.. i'm still young ma.. *~hahaha*~..
thx god i had made it home frm camp... it was such a boring n horrible camp... pll there literally starved mii, torture mii n tot mii a lesson of learning how 2 cherish wadeva tat i've back here... d food was almost inedible... little n taste bad... d games was kinda lame.. i hate d flying fox... when i jumped off d tower.. i tot my heart is still on d tower... i even cried n vomitted... poor mii...*~sobsob~* den d whole nite i was sick... i'm soooo happy tat i'm still ALIVE ppl...*~clapsclaps~*
hmmm... mii going 2 camp le.. gonna miss my dear dear n my baobao alot wor... although jus 4 3 days onli XP.. haiz.. i hate d mosquitoes!!! kan wait 2 c wad nonsense i'm gonna make there.. hee.. hmm.. gonna receive report bk le!! NIGHTMARES!! Aaaarrrrhhh!!X(
hmmmm.. long time din update my blog le.. hmmm.. had been pretty busy recently.. gotta struggle btw wprk, study, cca n time 4 my dear dear.. jus realized i'm nt a superwoman.. my grades had been damn poor man.. hmmm.. time 4 me 2 gif up 1 job le.. haiz.. wish i get6 a better pay job.. which won take up so much of my time.. hmm.. if u happen 2 noe any.. inform me kkk?? really gotta pull up my socks in d nxt half of d yr le.. haiz.. dunno how 2 show my parents my report card...
2day is my 2.4 run.. man!! i'm sooo damn tired... hopefully i pass.. but i guess i didi ba... :)
3rd day off work..
d ppl here r more frenly 2day.. hmmm.. or i shld say.. d ppl tat working 2day r frenlier dan ppl working yesterday.. tis ppl r cuter.. in term of character la.. there's 1 guy he's pretty caring.. always help mi whenever possible.. hmm.. but 2 bad.. he's leaving soon le.. there's 1 humorous 1.. always try 2 crack jokes.. dere's 1 sis hu's very caring 2.. always ask me if i tired or nt.. if yes.. go take rest.. ask me if i wan a drink.. always look after me..
ok.. enough of d good ppl.. nw d nt gd ones.. der's 1 bloody bitch hu jus simply dun understand ENGLISH.. she clear d lobby.. i wash d dishes.. she bring in d dishes.. i told her 2 bring it in nearer.. cos i kan reach out.. but she juz simply put them dere.. i dunno how many tyms i must repeat.. but she juz simply dun understand// but i tink she's ignoring me.. instead of clearing up d lobby.. she kept running into d counter... dunno do wad.. den lata mor n mor dishes got stacked up.. i gotta wash lik xiao..
hmmm.. i seriously in need of $$ man.. so i've decided 2 take 2 jobs.. hopefully i can cope wit it ba.. haiz..
Tings r gettin so complicated nowadays.. i dun seem 2 understand any1 anymorr.. m i changin?? or d ppl around mii... y kan tings jus remain as wut it used 2 b?? y do ii habb 2 grow upp?? ii jus wanna remain in moi barbie world.. wherr magicals exist.. adult world r soo confusin.. ii hate growin up.. gotta watch moi back.. every1 habb a motive.. tis is so sickenin n tirin.. ii fallin apart.. jus a stupid mistak is gonna tear us apart?? y kan moi tinkin remain simple?? derr's jus 2 many pros in moi heart rite naw.. hu shld i turn 2?? will tat person tel mii d truth?? it's so hard.. kan angels cum n save mii naw?? or heartache r jus kan b cured?? moi heart is bleeding...
They say god created me 4 a purpose.. 4 a reason.. I dun c it @ all.. All i've been doing was onli hurting ppl around me.. I kan help in anything.. Yet i've been creating more n more troubles.. N d troubles jus getting worst.. All i could do was 2 cry over it n run away frm d situation.. Solutions which i tot would solve d pros, turn out 2 b jus my methods of running away.. God gave me a brain.. But sumhow i jus dunno how 2 put it to use.. I'm onli gd @ running away frm d situation.. Sumtym i tot of dying.. But dying is jus another attempt 2 run away.. I'm jus a gutless crying baby.. I've tried sooo hard 2 grow up.. b indepedence.. But sumhow it always turn out tat ppl solve my pro 4 me.. or worst.. take d blame 4 me.. I jus hate myself 4 being myself...
Hiaz... Exams cuminn le.. soo stressed...
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